Rough Day
Today everything hit me a once. And I just had to cry and let it all out. Zack helped by letting me talk about it. But still, until that something good happens that I’m waiting for I’m afraid I will just have to take it one day at a time and one crisis at a time.
I know I deserve some things. I know that sometimes I make mistakes and people get tired of me making them. But I’m a good person damnit. I try to never hurt other people or upset them. I try to live by a moral code. Yeah I can be an emotional mess sometimes, but that doesn’t mean that I’m not strong. These past two months have been overwhelming though. I’m feeling lost. But I’ll keep clinging to the hope that something good will come from all of this. And I’ll keep thinking it until it happens.
