Pocket Full of Dreams

When I take on too many things at once

whatshouldwecallme:

mostlyfiction:

Love isn’t about
   fucking each other
at any opportunity.

It also isn’t about
  how many months
or years
  that you’ve been together.

To me,
  love is about 
being able to see light
  inside of the person
who knows nothing
   but darkness.

Physical Therapy

Today I had a needle stuck deep into my neck and back 6 times. They pushed it far into my muscles and made them twitch and spasm. The muscle in my back was so tense that I bent the needle. Needless to say as a complete needle phobe I’m feeling traumatized. I cried for the rest of the physical therapy session and 30 minutes after that. I’m on pain medication and feeling sore and tired. I tried to work from home but my boss told me to take paid time off, so I’m frustrated because I know that will put me more behind and I’m tired of having to miss work because of this problem.

Lately I feel like I’ve been letting everybody I’ve made commitments to down. I’m frustrated and tired of hurting and not even knowing why. I’m depressed and sad. I don’t know what to do.